I should be asleep at this time. With lotsa question in mind is preventing me to do so. August have passed with lotsa unexpected events and trials which is really tiring mentally and emotionally, I am worried that I might fall into depression.

Just that I thought that my pre-teen and teenage years are tough. I was wrong, it gets tougher and tougher every stage of life. My college days have its own struggles and now my career. So far God is like teaching me that you can plan all you want in life, but don’t hold too tightly on it. Like my family and previous relationship. And most probably now my business. He is teaching me to invest in Him rather than things that can vanish anytime.

you can plan all you want in life, but don’t hold too tightly on it

Last Sunday sermon, an email and camp’s sermon are so timely. It realign my mental and emotional state back in order. Although I still feels like don’t know what to do next for my business. I can sense a certain peace during my drive back home from Desa Park City and meeting a client over dinner. A peaceful and quiet one.

Thank God for timely words and people that He has prepared to support and encourage me during times like these. He never fails to send help in my time of need.

I should go to bed now. Gotta go into office tomorrow morning and work on my future.

Verse of the month:

Where there is no revelation, people cast off restraint;
   but blessed is the one who heeds wisdom’s instruction. Proverbs 29:18